Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Day 9
It's been the 9th day since we last met...
And it's been 8 days since he last text me...
Still in pain... lost in direction ...
Nonetheless, i still go house visiting with my family and face my family like normal...
Probably he really doesn't even bother what have happen to me at these while hence no connection ...
Sometimes i feel like i'm really a idiot...
Even when i know that he is not real but still craving for him emotionally...
I know i only have my family now and i can't rely on him for anything now...
Probably everything is really coming to an end when he comes back...
Guess he doesn't care that much either...
And it's been 8 days since he last text me...
Still in pain... lost in direction ...
Nonetheless, i still go house visiting with my family and face my family like normal...
Probably he really doesn't even bother what have happen to me at these while hence no connection ...
Sometimes i feel like i'm really a idiot...
Even when i know that he is not real but still craving for him emotionally...
I know i only have my family now and i can't rely on him for anything now...
Probably everything is really coming to an end when he comes back...
Guess he doesn't care that much either...
this heart of mine was broken at 1:00 AM
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