Saturday, February 8, 2014
I'm still loving you...
As promised, hubby came over to my place yesterday morning...
Initially wanted to cut things off with him, but I couldn't bring myself to do it out of love...
Knowing that love is still there, I wouldn't want to give up a single chance of being with him forever...
Though he did not accompany me much as promised but still I'm contented that he still comes over every night...
I do not want to expect too much from him anymore..
What i am clear is that he doesn't brings me along to wherever he goes like that past...
Since we keep saying that we can be like the past when we were so loving, but somehow it's not working at all...
Does it shows that I am less attractive and lovely now, and he's not proud to bring me out anymore not even lunch or dinner?
Or did I put in not enough of effort?
When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through
Even though we're far apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone
We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you
Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies
And the times we've had been through
Even though we're far apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone
We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you
Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies
this heart of mine was broken at 12:00 AM
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