Thursday, January 9, 2014

Hubby came to send me to and fro work on Tuesday.
Went to view his new store at Ang Mo Kio Industrial Park 2.
After viewing, headed over to Hans to have our dinner and went to his previous store to load the lighting which he is going to send for repair.
While on the road to his store, i brought up the issue of how he should address me as conversation few days back that i do not want to be call "baby" as he used to call his wife "BaoBei".
"I no longer call her this anymore!" he claimed.
"Now i only call her "Lao Po" or her name..." he said.
Shocked and speechless when i heard it...
I always thought that you only name someone like that if you feel something for her...
But what he claimed was that it's his wife who wants him to call her that...
Going on was silence throughout the whole journey...
Finally reached his store and silence carried on...
Before he proceed to his testing of the lighting, had a short chat on the problem surfaced between us recently...
Told me that his choice is still the same and always be the same which is me...
Things cool down a bit after his reassurance...
Deep inside, i know the same thing will come back again...
After everything is done, went back to our love nest...
Proceed to have my shower right after we reached home...
Sat down and have a short chat with me having a can of beer...
Moved on to lie down on our lovely bed and once again i'm falling for feeling of him hugging me...
The kisses, cuddle... something i missed so much...
He told me that our days won't be long...
And i really hope so...
He left at 2am and i waited for him till he reach home before i sleep...

Fell sick on Wednesday and asked him over to accompany me to the doctor...
He came over in the afternoon and we cuddle a bit before i proceed to my shower...
We proceed to the clinic nearby to get my MC and medicine.
After everything, went to buy lunch and headed home...
Had a simple and quick lunch, hubby installed the new lighting for my toilet and rushed off to do his things...

Initially, hubby was meeting me for dinner tonight...
Due to his work, meet up was cancelled...
Once again, a bit of disappointment but i know i have to be understanding enough to be by his side...

this heart of mine was broken at 4:01 PM
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i'm yours. but you're not mine...


    Michelle♥
    ♥ 04 September 1985 ♥
    ♥ Virgo ♥
    ♥ syh_holy@hotmail.com ♥
    ♥ facebook.com/michelle.liao.lalala ♥

    " She’s a lil girl,
    living in her almost tormented world
    Until the perfect guy come,
    and put everything into pieces.."

the heartbroken.

    2 in the afternoon.
    you send me a message
    " sorry babe, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our different lifes.. i'm sorry."
    It ended...
    You end everything with "i'm sorry".
    Not only ending this relationship
    you ended a me
    my heartbeat
    my world.
    I'm holding back the tears..
    I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
    & now,
    there's nothing i could do
    to bring u back to me...

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