Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Meet up on Saturday at Potong Pasir.
Went to collect all his equipment with his worker from 3 different locations and head over to have dinner.
After the dinner, send his worker to Tai Seng Mrt and head back to office...
On the way back, we went to the Giant nearby to buy the toyogo box but to no avail...
While he was charging his phone with the portable charger, saw the reflection of his handphone was his photo with his wife as his wallpaper...
My heart broke into pieces once again...
After we reached his office, watched "喜爱夜蒲“ with my ipad...
Slowly proceed to a sweet and lovely make out...
After everything, we talked a lot...
Send me home around 1.50am...
Throughout the whole conversation, i think a lot... about my pregnancy...

Decided to go for a pregnancy checkup on Sunday.
After knowing the result, decided to take it away...
It's a hard decision made but i guess that's the best for him...

Went for the abortion today...
Whole body is feeling weak to the max...
Heart aching, cant bear to give up my lil angel...
Crying all alone...
Feeling helpless...
But there's nothing more i can do...
Sorry my lil angel...