Monday, November 25, 2013

And i found you...

10th Oct 2013
While i always thought that i can be better without anyone, i have met him...
Jeffery Koh is his name and we knew each other online..
Initially was only meeting new friends but as time goes by with all the chats everyday, we started to feel something for each other as we have so many things in common...

15th Oct 2013
Decided to meet up for a short chill and i suggested to go to Sembawang Park...
We had long conversation and we really feel comfortable with each other around...
Din even notice that it's getting late and he send me home around 2+am...

18th Oct 2013
We went out to Yishun Dam for a short chilling again...
This time round we brought Precious along...
The first time we kissed,
the first time we touched,
the first time we hold hands...
Everything was so right...

20th Oct 2013
He confessed to me that he is married with a China girl...
He told me that he is merely helping his "wife" to stay in SG to work...
That was the first time he cried for me...
And i cried upon hearing it too...
Wanted to leave him initially, but i can't bear to leave him...


9th Nov 2013
Everything was so perfect and as promised, he talk to his wife about us...
As promised, he is determined to divorced his "wife" and get married with me...
Waited for him at Telok Ayer for 3 hours while he was negotiating with her...
3 hours later, he asked me to go home...
Breaking the news of his decision to leave me...
Reason is, she is in unstable condition now and might do anything stupid....
Feeling to helpless and lost... i can't do anything but to let go...
Tearing everyday for the following week and lost appetite at the same time...

15th Nov 2013
Meet up to pass the phone that he borrowed from me during his ICT. Had a long chat about us at Yishun Dam...
Finally got back together as we still love each other so deeply despite that he still can't give me any promises at this point of time...

20th Nov 2013
Hubby came to fetch me to Sembawang Park for chilling...
This time round, everything changed...
The current me no longer have the dreams we ever fantasize...
Enjoying the time that we have together...

23rd Nov 2013
Fetched me at 2pm and we head to his office to do some maintenance of his equipment...
Had a sweet afternoon with just me and him...
Brought me to dinner at 7pm+ and send me home...

this heart of mine was broken at 7:04 PM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart

i'm yours. but you're not mine...


    Michelle♥
    ♥ 04 September 1985 ♥
    ♥ Virgo ♥
    ♥ syh_holy@hotmail.com ♥
    ♥ facebook.com/michelle.liao.lalala ♥

    " She’s a lil girl,
    living in her almost tormented world
    Until the perfect guy come,
    and put everything into pieces.."

the heartbroken.

    2 in the afternoon.
    you send me a message
    " sorry babe, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our different lifes.. i'm sorry."
    It ended...
    You end everything with "i'm sorry".
    Not only ending this relationship
    you ended a me
    my heartbeat
    my world.
    I'm holding back the tears..
    I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
    & now,
    there's nothing i could do
    to bring u back to me...

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